Thursday, April 24, 2008

Mixed emotions

This has been a really emotional week for me. After being so excited about going home for some much needed TLC from my mom and sisters I found out that we won't be going back to California. Instead we are heading up to Pleasant Prairie, Wisconsin. I'm totally excited about going to some more states I've never been to but at the same time I'm super sad that I won't see my family until the end of June. When I called to tell my mom she sounded so disappointed but I held it together. Wish I could have done the same when I talked with my sister, Malu. I couldn't stop crying. I miss her so much....she's not doing well physically and that makes it even harder for me to be away. I think this is the longest I've ever been away from my family. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on so much but at the same time I'm so enjoying my time with Frank and the dogs. How can I feel so sad and happy at the same time??

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