I always thought I had a few best friends and maybe at one point in life I did, but at this point in my life I think, no I know, I only have two TRUE best friends....Frank and Becky. Frank is the one person that knows me the best. He knows how to make me smile and he knows how to make me cry, although he keeps away from the crying as much as he can. He has seen me at my best, he has seen me at my worst, and he has seen the inbetween....I guess that's what marriage vowes are all about. Since Becky has come back into my life I feel so different. I have a best friend that I can talk to about anything.....including the hubby!! There are just some things you don't discuss with your spouse and it's not like you are hiding things from them it's just you need a girlfriend's point of view on things. Right now my best friend, Becky, is having a tough time. I know how heartbroken she is because they had to postpone their trip to come and see us because Kleine got hurt. I know she's blaming herself for Kleine and has major guilt because of it. I wish I had the words to make all of her hurt and heartbreak go away. These are the times that I hate being so far away from people.

As soon as we know where we are locating next we will then begin making plans to reunite, in person. We will celebrate Christmas....just the four of us (and the fuzzy critters), opening presents, laughing, eating, drinking, and making so many more new memories. I look so forward to seeing her and Walt.